DarkLover. By Dennis Kaptain 2023-09-11
A song about personal struggle and consequences.
Dark Lover vague clouds of memories, drifting by unsettle me they create a strange anxiety hot rage below the surface , disrupting thoughts, a great disservice, (in my) in my lonely anti-social prison alone insecurities have arisen, ready to strike out, cursing the sky but I don’t even remember why but as soon as I met her, new friends had appeared, always happy to hang, even when I felt weird deep felt anxieties melt away in the clouds suddenly I’m cool and with the in crowd as long as I have another hit, another hit, I’ll have another hit I can’t get enough, always wanting more and more are you willing to go there to take the pain away she’s my dark lover she’s just what I need she takes the pain feel the sweet relief intense feeling of ecstasy as the poison rushes through can’t pay no mind to the damage that she’ll do she gives me what I want, what I think I need but there’s always that price to pay, you know you better take heed As the smoke clears, back in the light of day I see again, that still that pain, has not been put away an unkillable zombie stabbing knives through my soul I need her more and more and more, never quite reaching my goal I know again she crossed me, with all her dirty lies I’ll take her out again, hold my breath, and close my eyes although the pain is dulled for now, it’s always still there I’ll take her out again, I really just don’t care she’s my dark lover she’s just what I need she takes the pain feel the sweet relief