Dark Lover
vague clouds of memories, drifting by unsettle me
they create a strange anxiety
hot rage below the surface , disrupting thoughts, a great disservice, (in my) 
in my lonely anti-social prison alone
insecurities have arisen, ready to strike out, cursing the sky
but I don’t even remember why

but as soon as I met her, new friends had appeared, 
always happy to hang, even when I felt weird
deep felt anxieties melt away in the clouds
suddenly I’m cool and with the in crowd

as long as I have another hit, another hit, I’ll have another hit
I can’t get enough, always wanting more and more
are you willing to go there to take the pain away 

she’s my dark lover
she’s just what I need
she  takes  the pain
feel the sweet relief

intense feeling of ecstasy as the poison rushes through
can’t pay no mind to the damage that she’ll do
she gives me what I want,  what I think I need
but there’s always that price to pay, you know you better take heed

As the smoke clears, back in the light of day
I see again, that still that pain, has not been put away
an unkillable zombie stabbing knives through my soul
I need her more and more and more, never quite reaching my goal

I know again she crossed me, with all her dirty lies
I’ll take her out again, hold my breath, and close my eyes
although the pain is dulled for now, it’s always still there
I’ll take her out again, I really just don’t care  

she’s my dark lover
she’s just what I need
she  takes  the pain
feel the sweet relief